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Happy Emo (demo)

Music: Álex Hernández & Francisco Bravo
Lyrics: Álex Hernández

      Happy Emo (demo)

Our first full track in English. It was never properly recorded (it was intended for electric guitar + bass), but a couple of early acoustic demos have survived, one in audio only, the other one in a rehearsal video.

I feel alive.
I feel alive.
I feel alive.

Burn me down, blow off me… rain down on me.
Shut me up, shout at me… hang up at me.
Pass me by, freeze out me… see right through me,
see right through me.

I wish you’d
rape me, hate me, hurt me to make me happy,
I only get to smile when I have been crying.
Use me, rob me, con me to take me higher,
I only feel alright when pain lights my fire, yeah.

I mourn in silence. The lights of my life seem off.
I feel alive, I’m a happy emo.

Mock me down, laugh at me… make fun of me.
Drink me up, eat off me… throw up at me.
Let me down, cheat on me… play games with me,
play games with me, with me.

Lose me, erase me, ignore me to get me excited,
I only fall in love when I’ve been denied.
Cut me, hit me, break me to turn me ecstatic,
I only feel alive when I feel like dying, yeah.

I mourn in silence. The lights of my life seem off.
I feel alive, I’m a happy emo.

I mourn in silence. The lights of my life seem off.
I feel alive, I’m a happy emo.
I mourn in silence. The lights of my life seem off.
I feel alive, I am the happy emo.

I feel alive.
I feel alive.
I feel alive.